Stressin Over Seniority

I always thought that being a Senior would be fun and exiting and I would feel the need to brake all the rule, so far the only broken thing this year is my car, Phillis. Don't get me wrong I love Senior year, it's bee my favorite part of high school, but latley I have just wanted to graduate and move on to college and forget the people in this school. Senior year is by far the most stressful, thankfully I handle stress very well, it's stressful because you have college to think about, it's your last year to do amazing activities like, homecoming, prom, hallway decorating, and even your last first day of school. That really hit me espectially now that  I am almost graduated. I get bombarded with questions like what are your plans after school and where are you going and what for? Oh my god, sometimes I want to scream, rip my hair out, and tackle my interrogators. At this point I am over it, hahaha. Now that I have been accepted into EMCC for Early Childhood Education, my mom wants me to start saving money and buy things for college, and fining venues for my graduation party. I know that  I am supposed to take on all this responsibility and to grow up, but sometimes I wish they would slow down and take the time to ask me, just once, how I felt about it, instead of pushing me to get all of these things done. I'm poor, I'll admit it, I've never had much money, so I'm used to working even though I really don't want to. So I have to work, not a lot but enough so I don't get to hangout with my friend or my boyfriend all the time. Sometimes it's not just me, sometimes they're working or I have homework to do so I can graduate and get the hell outta dodge. In the end it all comes back to being a Senior, and how you have to do this and you can't do this. I also procrastinate like a mother effer and I honestly have no idea on how I have made it this far. Dumb luck I suppose.